Oh god guys, I am so screwed. i just attended a family party and, there, I discovered I have a thing for my cousin. Technicly, we're only related through marridge, so even calling him a cousin is etchy, but this does nothing to make me feel better.

Also, this 'thing' isnt sexual. At all.

But he's great with kids, when he pays attension to them (not often, but when he does its pretty cool) And that wins lots of points with the Kabbage (alternate nick-name, doent ask)

Turns out the Alaskan hick genes hasnt quite been squelched from my blood yet. Im going to go beat myself senseless and pray a concussion will help forget all this.

Goddamnit.